I'm about to pack up

I do not wanna do that.
I'll probably cry during packing.

Portbello Market

I popped in portbello today. It could be last time to go there in this time. I never fed up with that. It's always good to see this mkt.
I like it. A lot of colourful houses, classic vintages, antique... Such a beautiful things...














There is my favorite cafe in there. It's always crowded. It means "tasty". I ordered a chicken and asparagas crepe with a cup of camomile tea.

"Do you love me?"

"for a long time...♡"

”Today's me...”


Life is always beautiful as jewelry.

Teenage Dream

We said "good-bye" each other at the platform in Leicester square st. tonight.

I saw she had got on the northern line.

She got tears on her eyes.

'Please mind the closing doors'

We were just staring each other through the doors.

"Good-bye" meant "See you soon", didn't it.



I'm just thinking why I have been given birth as Japanese.
I know that's silly question.

I cannot find out exactly my aims for living in Japan.
I cannot understand why I live in Japan.
For what?
For who?

However, I'm going back to Japan soon finally.
I don't have to, but I should.
As Steve always says.

Of course, I get lonely and sad a lot.
But not only like that.
Also I'm convinced that I'm happy to be in London and spend a part of my life in London.
That's why I've got confused.
A lot of word has been stacked in my mind.

This year is the best term ever in my life.
I can say that surely.

I cannot get this moment again.
I never ever.

I love this crazy funny city, London.
It always attracts me.

Just FANTASTIC.

Thanks goodness me.
Lucky me.

I love.

My lovely...

I've decided when I leave London finally.

Goodness me.. I'm about to cry.
I do not want to leave London.

I just appreciate everything what I've got and met in London.

I know I cannot just stay in London and this house as well.
But just, just I'm really scared...

Everything will be definitely the past.
Even one second later.
Even NOW.

Everything is going to be changed.

I'm crazy about London actually.
It's kind of addiction...?

no London no my life.
It has changed me everything.

If I hadn't known about London, I wouldn't have had a change of my sense.
For me, It's just fantastic.
What else?

Thanks goodness me.
Coz I've spent a lot of time in London.
I just thank.
For who?

Maybe... god.

God bless you,always .




Good night, girl.

Time is fast

About 1month left...

Why is it so fast?
What have I got?
What do I want to do?

Time is money.
Time is so fast.

for my dear...

My lovely Donna...

Actually I still can't believe you to go back to Taiwan. We've been always together for about 6months, haven't we? Whenever we go somewhere, we're just together. Rather it's like a habit. We always do not only share happiness but also sadness. We've told each other everything, haven't we. You always make me happy and laughing. You're so crazy, actually. But also innocent and honest. Sometimes, it's too much. That's why sometime I couldn't understand and stand you and I just got angry with you. But if we had not had these problems, we wouldn't have been close like that. You've taught me a lot of important things. You always say " Happy will just bring Happy". I really like this your opinion. That's exactly. So even if I had some problems, you just said me only positive words. That's why I can be always smile when I'm with you. You made my mind grow up, I suppose. I remember everything now and I'm just thinking something. I think... God made us meet in London at this time. It's kind of destiny. I believe so.

I'm just super happy to meet you. I still can't imagine you to disappear in front of me. Also I can't imagine my feeling after you leave London. I'm just thinking I'm gonna be like before when Yumi left London. It's also hard to accept for me. So... I can just imagine like that. As you said to me, you've never gone and still in my mind and heart. Yes, that's right. But that's not my point, actually. Er... I can't explain the exact meaning. Cuz I'm confused yet. I also can't understand myself. How and what can I do? I don't have a choice. I'm gonna just miss you.

Actually I have just hung out and spent my time in London until now. But I remember a lot of memories, then I've realised they're such a beautiful one. Er... I'm gonna cry. hahaha



Anyway I just wanna say "Thanks so much". I have no word any more. You're more than my friend.

Even if we live in different country, we'll never been changed.





"BEST FRIENDS FOREVER"

LONDON

London...which has made me and my sense change instantly.

It just takes conservative minds out.
I can be face to face with myself.

I've been to a lot of cities from London. They were fantastic and attractive. Nevertheless, I'm relieved whenever I get back to London.

The people in London are busy busy busy...

Someone just passes rapidly beside of me with starbaks coffee every morning.
The others read metro, stylist, etc. etc.

I've stayed in London for half year up to date.

I think I should talk to myself more and more.

I'm writing what I wanna do in my life. It should be about 100 things. But I'm still in 50things.

So... what do I wanna do?
What have I got in London?

I wanna know myself more.

I'm thinking like that on saturday morning.

I've woke up earlier than usual unexpectedly...

However, I like honestly to hang out in early morning when everyone are still in their sweet dream.
Happy!!