Sunday, 19 September 2010

for my dear...

My lovely Donna...

Actually I still can't believe you to go back to Taiwan. We've been always together for about 6months, haven't we? Whenever we go somewhere, we're just together. Rather it's like a habit. We always do not only share happiness but also sadness. We've told each other everything, haven't we. You always make me happy and laughing. You're so crazy, actually. But also innocent and honest. Sometimes, it's too much. That's why sometime I couldn't understand and stand you and I just got angry with you. But if we had not had these problems, we wouldn't have been close like that. You've taught me a lot of important things. You always say " Happy will just bring Happy". I really like this your opinion. That's exactly. So even if I had some problems, you just said me only positive words. That's why I can be always smile when I'm with you. You made my mind grow up, I suppose. I remember everything now and I'm just thinking something. I think... God made us meet in London at this time. It's kind of destiny. I believe so.

I'm just super happy to meet you. I still can't imagine you to disappear in front of me. Also I can't imagine my feeling after you leave London. I'm just thinking I'm gonna be like before when Yumi left London. It's also hard to accept for me. So... I can just imagine like that. As you said to me, you've never gone and still in my mind and heart. Yes, that's right. But that's not my point, actually. Er... I can't explain the exact meaning. Cuz I'm confused yet. I also can't understand myself. How and what can I do? I don't have a choice. I'm gonna just miss you.

Actually I have just hung out and spent my time in London until now. But I remember a lot of memories, then I've realised they're such a beautiful one. Er... I'm gonna cry. hahaha



Anyway I just wanna say "Thanks so much". I have no word any more. You're more than my friend.

Even if we live in different country, we'll never been changed.





"BEST FRIENDS FOREVER"

Saturday, 11 September 2010

LONDON



London...which has made me and my sense change instantly.

It just takes conservative minds out.
I can be face to face with myself.

I've been to a lot of cities from London. They were fantastic and attractive. Nevertheless, I'm relieved whenever I get back to London.

The people in London are busy busy busy...

Someone just passes rapidly beside of me with starbaks coffee every morning.
The others read metro, stylist, etc. etc.

I've stayed in London for half year up to date.

I think I should talk to myself more and more.

I'm writing what I wanna do in my life. It should be about 100 things. But I'm still in 50things.

So... what do I wanna do?
What have I got in London?

I wanna know myself more.

I'm thinking like that on saturday morning.

I've woke up earlier than usual unexpectedly...

However, I like honestly to hang out in early morning when everyone are still in their sweet dream.
Happy!!

Thursday, 19 August 2010

Julia Frakes♡






She's my favorite blogger. SO SWEET, isn't she! I LOVE her style! I wanna copy!

Amelie

I wanna be Amelie!

Happy Celebration!

I went for dinner with my host family. And my host mum's sister, Pauline and her daughter, Becky have come to my home now.
So we were together. Actually I sometime think about the way how to keep good distance with them. Cuz we live in same home . It looks like whole family. But it's not real family. To be honest, I wanna be real family. Even "looks like". We have different culture and life style. I think it's totally different. So it's not easy to be real family, isn't it. Of course, I really like my host family. I just sometime think about it. It doesn't mean. But they said to me they have forgotten I'm guest. And also said to me I'm part of family. You know, I was really happy when I head about that. Maybe I hoped they say that... I really thank them now. I'm happy to meet them. And also live here as well. If I rejected to stay here when I was in Japan, I couldn't see them. I like my home and my host family who are really sweet and understandable. I wanna keep in touch with them even if I go back.

my favorite cake and BD card from Becky and Lucia

mama ♥Lucia

Beckey♡Kana

papa♥Kana

sweetie♡

18th Aug.

HAPPY HAPPY MY BIRTHDAY!!

At first, we went to Heathrow air port! ...?? Why? We had any problem!haha I ate a cake in the tube with Donna!haha

Kana♡Donna

Vison♥Kana

Could I dress up?haha

Thanks for my dear...

Wonder land




Such a lovely cafe, isn't it! CUTE! CUTE! CUTE!